Friday, November 17, 2006
my song
Without your mask where will you hide
Can't find yourself, lost in your lies-everybody's fool
Trust these words are stones
Why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love -i caught fire(in your eyes)
i'm melting in your eyes
Paying in naivety -but it's better if you do
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me -the ghost of you
Wake up
My love
Never thought you'd make me, break me
Now I'm up from below
Such a brilliant star you are
I'm so far gone now
I've been running on empty
I'm so far gone now
Do you wanna take me on? -lunacy fringe
Back home, off the run
Singing songs that make you slit your wrists
Isn't that much fun, staring down a loaded gun
So I won't stop dying, won't stop lying
If you want i'll keep on crying
Did you get what you deserve?
Is this what you always want me for?
I miss you, i miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard -cemetery drive
And the world is flawed
But these scars will heal -we are one tonight
Somehow
I know that I am haunted to be wanted
Sometimes
I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Lately I been walking walking in circles, watching waiting for something
Feel me touch me heal me, come take me higher -in the shadows
I'd die to win
'Cause I'm born to lose -firefly
So tell me, how it should be -diary of jane
I've have enough of your selfish charms
I know for a fact, I should be having fun -scum
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right -the middle
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Who has to know? -dirty little secret
They don't know you can't leave me
They don't hear you singing to me -even in death
And what's the worst you take
From every heart you break
And like the blade you stain
Well I've been holding on tonight -helena
So deep that it didn't even bleedand catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream
Fuck me!
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got -all that i've got
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